I lie in my bed everyday thinking of you
I think of how i lost you
how I pushed you away
we could still be together if it wernt for that day
i told you that all we could be is friends
and if there is one day in my life i could change it would be that day
i need you in my life and i see that now
although you are my best friend i wish for more
i long to hold you
to kiss you
to be able to tell you i love you as more than a friend
what hurts even more is you know how i feel
but everyday i have to go on acting like there is nothing wrong in fear of loosing you
i never want to push you away cas i dont know what id do without you
but i long for more than this
i long to be with you again
to be yours
and for you to be mine
but for now friends is just fine
