Scars

You made me hate myself so much
And made me feel so guilty
I know that I had messed up
But it never felt this bad to me

I realized no one will love me
With these horrid scars on my wrist
And the ones that cover my body
No, No one could want a girl like this

And thinking about that
Made me want to cut again
But every time I'd try
I heard your voice saying

"The first time I knew you cut
I thought you were crazy
I didn't want to be around you
It seemed so dumb to me"

I didn't ever care what you thought
Up until the other night
And then it dawned on me
How much I f'd up my life