Why have I fallen so far?

Why have I fallen so far?

I don't know.
Everything has gone to hell all at once.

What did I do to deserve this.....

this ability to feel?

So much sadness and I feel it all at once.

So many emotions and I can't concentrate the room is closing in on me.

I've lost everyone around me.

And now I am back to where I was.....

alone and depressed.

But oh no, no one cares about me.

Why stay here if no one wants me?

It's weird....

I'm lonely when I'm alone, but even lonelier when I'm with someone.

Does that make sense?

I didn't think so.

But I guess nothing in this world makes sense.

I've done so much for my friends and for the ones I love

and all they do is stab me in the back.

I can't help the way I am.

I can't change for one person because it's not who I am.

So either they get use to it or they can leave like the rest!

It doesn't matter to me anymore cause if no one's around then they can't see you cry.