Sometimes

Sometimes I feel
Like my world's going away
I can't see straight
And my vision is gray

Like everything I do
Is never enough
And no matter what
My life's always rough

No one understands me
And my life's a blurr
When I tell people
They say "I don't believe her"

I lay in bed every single night
And I begin to cry
People ask "What's the matter?"
All I can do is sigh

Afraid that no one will listen
And no one will care
Just ask me what's up
But only if you dare

I get all worked up
And become miserable
It's like all of a sudden
All cards are on the table

You start to think
About times that we shared
And also about
Just how much I cared

And it eats me up inside
Cause I thought my boy
Would always be down
To ride

It turns out he wasn't
And he cheated or lied
And actually maybe even
Went out with your cousin

Sometimes you trust the wrong people
Maybe someone you were close to
But then when it comes down to it
They put the blame on you

After that point they feel the guilt
And realize that if this were serious
They could've gotten you killed

Or maybe they won't care
And will just let it be
That you're the only one walking away
With all the despair

Sometimes you'll always have a friend
Or someone much more who will care
And even when you're in your deepest times of despair
They'll always be there