Shut up

Where do i begin
my life, a meaningless sin
day after day
still waiting to fray
i put on this mask
or just turn to the flask
in the moonlight i'm innocent and weak
to only the stars i can speak
no one knows what i feel
choking down each meal
this isn't a style this is me

So watch as i bleed
remain still and do nothing
just plant another seed
i'm not asking for pity
F__K OFF with your sympathy
sit with me
listen to my story
dont ignore me

These cuts and wounds will heal
the scars ALWAYS remain
shut up and dont complain
i know you enjoy my pain