My heart was broken once again
that day you told me
that you could not
NO
that you did not WANT to go out with me.
i knew it was coming but
it was still a shock
it was put so bluntly
like you didnt even care
that with those words
you crushed a heart that would
have done anything and everything
for you.
i would have always been there
always cared
but now you no longer need me
at first i cried
and cried
and cried
and then i felt so much stronger.
i no longer cried
i no longer needed you
you let go of me that very day
but unlike you
i will never be able to let go
my mistakes will guide me
for the rest of my life
you were not a mistake
but an experience
i know now not to give my trust
my heart,
my soul
to any boy who comes along.
i had thought you were special
and you were for a time
but now
everyday when i see you
i see an immature,
irresponsible
boy who would like to believe that all the girls swoon when he walks into the room.
i now go about my life with laughter.
i no longer need you
i have my friends,
i laugh when i remember how i thought you were the one.
our time together was special and something i wont forget easily
but while i wait for my life to continue
at least i will have those
memories
