Sometimes people put up walls...
not to keep people out...
but to see whos willing to tear them down...
i dont really know how to explain it...
because its this pain that tears at me every time i look at you...
its like an overwhelming rush...
that makes me feel sick to my stomach...
i try not to let it get to me...
but it distresses my thoughts...
until the moment i want to run back to you...
but then i look over...
and see you so unaware...
and in th end...
it just makes me not want to strain the ability to try one last time...
because i know that that feeling is always going to come back...
and i dont think i can take another heartache...
