Do you know what it's like,
to feel the blade slicing through you,
to take your own life,
knowing that every word he said was true.
Do you know what it's like,
to have him say to you that he doesn't care if you live or die,
I'd rather him kill me now,
than to keep telling this lie.
Do you know what it's like,
to look in the mirror and be disgusted with what you see,
I'm so ashamed of what I'll be,
so I say this as a prayer...lord help me!
Do you know what it's like,
to be in love with a guy who doesn't care,
he had made you a promise...he said he'd always be there.
Do you know what it's like,
to watch the blood drip from your wrist onto the floor,
knowing that he only thinks of you as a w****
Do you know what it's like,
to not have your parents around...always taking care of your brother,
knowing that not even for an hour you can't see your mother.
Now I sit here and watch my blood drop onto the floor,
I won't have to take care of anyone anymore,
all I've ever felt is agony and pain,
my crazy lifestyles are making me insane,
I sit here quietly and listen to my surroundings,
I look out the window...I see the leaves browning,
it's starting to get dark now...I'm still watching the blood drip from my wrist,
there's good in me no more...I'm never gonna be bliss,
I get a phone call...I can hear it in my room,
I heard it vibrate off the desk and knock over the broom,
it was my best friend...she left me a message asking if I was fine,
I wanted to tell her no...do you know what it's like to not be able to say he's mine,
so I killed myself over some stupid guy,
because he'd always ask me questions...he always had to pry,
so now I ask you one more question...do you know what it's like?
