Living Every Day Like My First

I'm living every day like it's my first
self withdrawn and holding my own
I can't seem to go out into the world
I can't live like I'm grown

ever since my heart was ripped out
I can't bare to see anyone enjoying life
you seem like your taking it so well...
youre the one that said you loved ME, TOO much!

how could this happen to me
everything was going so well
I had the best girl anyone could ever have
and its all gone now, my souls and empty shell

when you left me you took my dignity
you took my pride, you took my happiness
I haven't laughed and meant it since I last talked to you
Haven't you noticed that I haven't accepted reality

I'm living every day like it's my first
self withdrawn and holding on my own
I can't seem to go out into the world
I can't live like I'm grown