Good to see you writing again!
couple errors:
I've gone out of my to show I care

^ did you mean gone out of your way?

And I'm much better of without
^ you forgot an f in of

Other than that I LOVED THIS POEM! You have an excellent starting stanza ....it told exactly what was going on in this poem..as if it were a story you told the characters, the setting, and what was going on...I love stories/ AND poems that do that!
Great write with this one hun!
Chelsey

Good job on your poem. The longing for your love really comes through.