A love note no one got...

This piercing glare falls to tears, another piece to miss
My heart is crumbling, fading away, ceasing to exist
I cannot have what I so desire, I know I never will
Even so the time is wrong, I'll waste my wishes still

I'd kill for just a change of heart, whether mine or yours
I'm exhausted from these battles of my love fueled wars
And sometimes in my mind, I know just what to say
Words to alter how you feel, yet I'm acting on delay

Depression finds its way as I wait on what is never
It only sinks in deeper because I'd wait until forever
I'd do anything to hold you, to make you feel the same
or maybe just make it so I'd never hear your name

Your beauty strikes me dead; your voice hits me cold
Never will you say what I've been longing to be told
I could give you all I have, and I offer you my hand
It's okay, please don't bother, I already understand

You're safe with me, in any form and this I can assure
Say the word at anytime and you could be my cure
False hopes, wishful thinking, it's the only way to deal
Causing further damage, not even time can heal

A shameful waste, this love will go, I'll lose it all in tears
Would you want me if I changed all those vile years?
I sit here and wonder why, why it has to be this way
Leaving me with hatred for another lonesome day

Nothing is forever, but you help me prove it wrong
My love for you is effortless, and endlessly long
Deserving of this pain, falling back behind my wall
Just remember I'll always catch you, even if I fall...

~rolo