Goodbye my Love

Ever since you and I parted ways
I've been remembering those enchanting days
And I couldn't help it, so I cry
I cried till I thought there was no more
Yet I can't forget when your goodbyes
There was relief rather than sadness in your eyes
You said you don't love me anymore
You said that from your inner heart and inner core
And I believed you
I believed you cause I know it's true.

Now that you're gone, gone away from me
I'm standing alone beside our planted tree
Now it's dying cause you're not there
And I too am dying, cause you're not here
Every morning I stare at the empty space you left
Every night I look at the stars then I weep
Whenever I see things that remind me of you
I see a smile, I hear a laughter and I see you
But then you're not really there
But somewhere else, away from me.

Letting my work take over my life
Was useless cause I dream of you every night
Letting others come into my life didn't even succeed
cause every time I'm alone I can't eat or sleep
For the first time I experienced agony beyond death
I felt freedom so tight that it was hard to breathe
And I thought there really was a place of such identity
The only place where I can be free is the one you closed
It's your HEART.

I tried to change just for your own benefit
But I guess that change did no good and was without effect
I thought we were meant for each other
But other signs says it's another
I thought our love would stand the test of time
I thought we both could hear wedding chimes
I thought that we only needed each other to live
And now I realized
That you fell out of love, fell away from me
That you're gone, far, far, from me...