My Love Remains

I believed that I was totally over you
But I now realized that my feelings werent true
For your absence is still continuously murdering me
Damn! Those tangled emotions are messing with me
Im now desperately in need of you right next to me
For Im still madly in love with you
I still want no one but you
I still day dream about being with you
I still constantly fantasize about you
Id still die for another touch from you
Another hug from you
Another kiss from you
Im seriously starting to go insane
Those powerful feelings I can no longer maintain
I sometimes feel like Im insanely mad about you
Yet at other times I feel like I hate you
I seriously dont know whats up with all this
But what I do know is that its you Ill still forever miss
For you werent just a great boyfriend to me
You were actually the greatest part of me
And now with you missing, I feel like Im not meant to be
It feels like youve torn my deprived heart out of me
So I should now fall helpless on the floor and die
For you were with no doubt the perfect guy
You were my lover, my soul mate, my guardian angel
And now without you, my life is heading to a straight failure
Dont you get what Im trying to say?
I can no longer go on without you for another day
I need you by my side right away
Please dont leave me alone feeling so empty
Come back to me
Rescue me
Re-complete me
Remain with me
For without you around, I can no longer be