The man I loved
Together we should be
Until that day when I
Told him to leave me.
confused he was
But let me be
Without a question
He walked away from me.
Neither talked nor saw him.
Every day is torture.
Every moment suicidal.
I never told him that I loved him.
I knew he didn't feel the same.
Lost without his touch
confused without his voice.
I cry myself to sleep
As my love for him I shall keep.
I left him before he could leave me.
I was giving him my heart
which I knew one day
he would tear apart.
He would tell me he didn't feel the same
As I myself would slowly become insane
My heart will never be the same.
He said he wasn't ready for love
So I left him.
Everyday wanting him back
So he could feel the hole in my heart that I lack.
Wishing he missed me too
Dreaming that he said I do.
I hope you read this and see
That everyday I regret leaving u
And trying to forget.
I miss u so much
I hope that you can see
So u will come back to me
And together we shall be.
