UNTITELD

In a crowded room, yet all by myself
this is so new to me, this ive never felt.
Everyone is talking, maybe to me,
but im just so tuned out, im too far from free.
what?
i cant hear you, but i see your face beaming, when you all hear silence, all i hear is screaming.
when all is done and gone and youve left me so alone, my thoughts burn inside of me, never to be known.
someday ill understand, and ill start
trying now, no matter how long it takes, im gonna learn some how.
if you think im mad or something, very wrong!!
its just how i am, ill never again belong but dont worry for me, if theres anyone who will for everyday fight a war, but the battles becoming ill. every second i get closer to being me once again, all im trying to say is this wont last till the end.

( this one is pretty stupid and i couldnt find a title to it so if you think of anything let me know! thanks)