Sentences of words,
words of letters,
letters of symbols,
symbols.. translate.
translate it into forms in which you understand.
an ant as small as can be.
humans could be considered ants.
buildings could be considered specks of nothing.
a star, out of reach, small.
what if somewhere out there.. we were that star to an unknown kind.
how is it from rocks , dirt, fire..
we are transferred into,
global warming, jet planes, tall buildings?
love , what is it but a word? a feeling? an action? a thought? a sound? a vibration? a tranquility?
or is it a lie? a myth? a burden? a sin? a mystery? a sadness? an emptiness? a thought to cover our lonely hearts with warmth?
for what is hate? a reason to blame? something to fall back on? negativity to make yourself feel better than you really are?
a second chance, does such a thing exist?
judge mental is what humans really are.
anti-racist? does such a thing exist?
anti-sexist? does such a thing exist?
a non rapist? does such a thing exist?
we all say second chances are a given, but they shan't ever be owned. As well as followed through with.
Anti- racist? for there is always a part of us that is racist, yet it be even a hint of racism, that exists in our body.
anti- sexist? is what we tell ourselves to believe. Had i not been so overwhelmed with disappointment i would've laughed.
a non rapist. yet it be people who physically rape us, what about mentally? for those people who do not have the power to make their own choices or have their own opinions is what i call being raped.
maybe if i drowned myself in pride,
picked myself up with sorrow,
stood up with pity,
and looked at you with nothing but compassion.
would that fix everything?
would my thoughts and problems go away?
why is it theres so many questions?
why is it the answer is I don't know?
for when every single question has been answered, is when i will believe in this so called happiness.