Inside (pt 1)

I just cant believe how much pain it is
Just thinking about one thing that I really miss
I hate to know
That it was my choice
And I let it go
I hate that feeling inside me
That loud ass voice
I want to be regret-free
But I cant let that decision go
I ache for this pain to pass
But what can I do
I let away the best class
And teacher I ever knew
I couldn't feel any better
Yet it couldn't be any worse
All I could do is write letters
Just to make sure my emotions don't burst
I don't want that feeling inside me
But theres nowhere to hide
I don't want anyone else to see
I didn't let it go.