Hey Ray,
Wow that was deep and very good! I know just how you feel! never feel like you are alone in this pain! Their is so much of us that feel this. Such a shame that so many go through this horrible horrible pain! No one should ever have to!!! If you ever need to talk my e-mail addy is cuttieprincess2631@juno.com ! I know just how you feel and would love to help you if you need it! Lots of love!!!
-Carrie-
p.s. keep on writing! you have a truly amazing talent!!!