Four Years

by nicole   Jan 13, 2007


Its been fours.
Four years of pain,
Four years of lies and secrets.
Four years of letting myself fall between the cracks.
After four years i would have thought i could just stop.
That i could just let go.
leave behind my past and start over new.
I tell myself tomorrow's a new day.
the day I'll finally save myself from who I'm becoming.
But i cant.
These four years are my addiction.
an addiction of pain, unhappiness and unhealthiness.
I'm addicted to my own self suffering.
And though i wish my new day would start tomorrow,
I just cant let go of my four years.

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  • 17 years ago

    by Al

    A friend of yours recommended me to read this poem, and well i have to say, this really is touching peom...deep and has lots of meaning.

  • 17 years ago

    by XfromwithinX

    You write with depth, i like that. laura xx

  • 17 years ago

    by CY GINDLE

    Your quote has poem written all
    over it. I start you out. theres a hole
    in my chest where my heart was
    stood.

  • 17 years ago

    by CY GINDLE

    As all your poems5/5 . 4 yrs. you
    want im thinking. how about 20 yrs.
    start tomorrow hell start today
    just start

  • 17 years ago

    by Jessica Lynn

    You can do anything u put ur mind too keep writtin girl

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