I only Played With Matches Because You Did

You carry Matches around in your purse
I watch the wood in my fireplace burn
I sit back, and think about
Flames engulfing me all around

Back in the day
I ran away from home just to see your face
The cops came and took me home
Far away, I'm so alone
I'll never see you again
All I have is a book of matches
That symbolizes how pretty you are
I'm afraid to use them, cuz each one slightly tears you apart
Even though one's been used
I don't want to hurt you anymore because you were always here by my side
You were always honest, you never lied
So much knowing you, did I ever say goodbye

No matter how I ignite a flame
It will always remind me of you
Am I crazy or insane
Or is it this hell I'm going through

My dad came in my room
When I was lighting a match
Thinking about the life I once had
He took my last book, that I got from you
I don't want to live this life (without you)
I wish you're last words were (you'll be fine, I love you)
What else can I do
Run away from home again, just to see you
Never say goodbye, never return

I'm running away again
Just to make sure you're not dead
Send me to a romantic paradise
Give me a kiss that means the most to me before I die
I want to be buried in your backyard
Scatter roses and tulips around my grave
Surround it with flames
I will always love you...