A crush

A crush from afar, that I am
Never really having the courage to talk to you
Though many times I've tried
sometimes I feel like you're looking at me
but I'm doubtng myself
Telling myself to stop being so foolish
And by the time i turn to check..
just in case you know..
If you were looking at me
You act as if nothing's ever happened
Making me laugh at my foolishness
And sighing in wonder.
Wondering if there's ever going to be a day
when you'll look my way.