Dear Someone

Dear Someone the pain is killing me. Blackness fills my world and my hands itch to cut just one more time. My heart breaks everyday as my tears fall by night but nobody cares.
I will find the person who will take care of me. I want one friend who will never let me go and my itching to cut doesnt want to stop.
Laughter consumes my dreams turning them into never ending nightmares. As my tears comsume my smile, flooding my world once more. my blood seeping through my skin flowing like water.
Dear Someone will you listen, can you end my pain? when will i find love as i put myself to sleep, the pain slowly stops as my tears dry on my cheeks. The laughter stops and so does the blood, I fall into a deep sleep and i lay there wondering are you that someone who will love?