I loved her

by neverisme   Jan 13, 2007


There is a thunder in my heart
there is a dark cloud above my thoughts
there is Lot of joyless smiles
there is lot of unwanted laughs
long dark empty cold street am walking in am in

the wrong track
hopeless tired all what i feel inside
lies and heart breaks was the tittle of my life
but i still believe its would be better tomorrow
i still believe that there would be a reason to

make me smile
i still remember your face how i loved it
i still remember your promises how painful they

were
i still crying no matter how do i feel now
i loved you and for the first time i have felt it so

real
i never thought i would feel that much miserable

when you go what could i do
i love you, and now its the only thing i feel
nothing left in my mind only the beautifies of

your face
the softness of your touches and now its hurt
the coldness of the loneliness now taking my

spirit away
wisdoms have no use cause you was the reason i

believe
staring in empty lane but in fact its the

nothingness in my brain
untouchable feelings coming out from deep inside of

my unheard whispers
and i began to run crossing these unknown fields

for you
am wondering again pull me out of my dream
unseen sorrow am trying to show
your not feeling my love must i show you some

blood to make you believe
catch me am falling in that frightful vale i need

you i swear
come and clean up my wounds they are bleeding

on your shirt
guilty i feel i can't stop the pain this time its Just

too real
i have been frozen since you have gone i won't

forget you
made of the hardness of stone your heart is
its moving inside louder he screams now
its coming i swear from where its going to surprise

me
its here i told you its not my fault she stole it from

me
don't blame me its late she already said she,s not

going to stay
now you should believe the echos of madness

telling you to hate
don't give your self up you swore your mine
blank scared high flying spirit of lonely shattered

dream
the rules are not anymore the same we both

have changed
mazed tones of pain far away they born again
i stare in the stars every night cause somehow i

know they will shine on you
i thought am so far but tonight am feeling that

your so closet to me
i used to cry every sabbath nights to pay my

tears a price cause i couldn't keep you by my

side
its so weird drawn, nothing is clear shown
nothing sounds real even my shadow into the

reflected mirror
thirsty soul looking for warmth of being loved

around
your mind is tired give a both of us a chance
from behind your pain i see you still pretending

strong
please don't hold it hard its not good to be
i know you didn't meant to turn these thoughts

up side down don't feel guilty
open your eyes its new morning sunrise forget

the old painful memories and draw new brighter

smile on your face
dry your tears ride your spirit so high above

the white clouds
reach to stars touch the space call your shiny

bright dreams tonight
grow your peace give to had a reason to kill

your scary fears

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