Living in north Carolina is so different from living in Florida,
no real dad just a mom and step dad
no brothers just an only child
or at least thats what it feels like
having striker rules rather doing what i want when i want
don't get me wrong that could be better for me
but I'm so used to doing what i want
so its very awkward for me
i don't have my best friend to hang with
which really sucks cuz we were like sisters
her family was my family and my family was her family
i don't get to see any of my old friends at school
i have to meet all new ones,so I'm really scared
I'm going from blue and orange to red,black,and white.
i have to switch doctors
even though i really don't want too
cuz my lupus doctor is the best too me
now i may sound sad about living here but living here will be good in some ways
ill get to meet new people
I'm going to get my life back on track
I'm going to get healthy like i was before lupus
i get to live with my mom full time
which i hadn't done since her and my dad were together
i get to live without worrying about having a mother around
so yeah theres a lot of differences
but, I'm going to make it work
i moved here for me
not my mom,not trying to hurt my dad or my brother,not trying to hurt my family and friends
but for me!
plz comment & ill comments yours :)
thanks.
Kristen
