Maybe he\'ll return

I never pictured it to be this hard.
The part of losing the only person in my life that had meaning.
The only person that understood me.
The person that was by my side.
The guy that made me feel like i was on top of the world.
He made me feel important and special.
The first guy who i said i love you too......
And meant it, all the way.

I never pictured I'd be seatin her thinkin about him.
Wish i was back in his arms.
Where i felt safe and loved for once in my life.
Where i felt at home.
And i didn't have to be someone else.
I could be a dork and he loved me.

But i see my life is ending .
In a new way.
With out the touch of him.
In my life no more.

I guess all the good morals i had for my life.
Flew out the window when he enter my life.
Sneaking out, Going to his house.
Made my life the best it had ever been.
I'm wishing for the party and the other time we spented tougher would come back.
But somehow i see them never returning.

He's moving on and that what getting at me the most.
I want to move on, But when you love some one it's the hardest.
Even thou i made fun of him and yell at him.
That was my way of showing my pain.
Instead of crying.
I yell and got mad.

I want him to see i still like him.
I wish he could see that he the only one i want.
Even though he hurt me many time and left me in tears.
He all i see in my life.
And all i need.
i want him back.
But that far from what he wants.

I can tell he's moved on.
But know that I'm sittin her thinkin it all though he the only guy i like this much.
Sometimes i wish i could go back in time.
What if he never came back on Tues.
would we broken up on wend.
Would we still be tougher.
doughting it.
but it worth my daydreams.