JUST WHEN LIFE WAS RETURNING TO NORMAL

*sorry this is not very good, i was just venting emotion*

Suddenly you're moving too fast
Sleeping too little
Suddenly you're hyper all the time
You think you are invinsible

So what happened?
Which medication did they screw up?
How much crap did you smoke?
Why the F u c k do you do this to us?

So used to it now
We can see it coming
All the signs are there
Can't you see why I'm running

I didn't ask to be part of you're f u c ked up life
I didn't ask to be your sister
I never wanted to deal with this s h i t
I can't keep being the silent listener

I have to drop everything
Because that's just the way it is
Watch while my own life gets screwed up
Because I have to deal with this

Please can you be normal
Can you be the brother you used to be
Can you make this demon go away
Because he's f u c king killing me