Unresisting

I stand in front of her, glaring at her arm, as the music plays..... Hate Me

I examine her badly cut arm seeing all her inner feelings for HER

It has brought her to this tragedy she can no longer take away

The scars that lay on her arm look as if she had slit through her flesh the day before

I see her in the midst of the night playing the music.... Hate Me

Sliding the razor roughly against her skin as the red liquid rushes out

No tears, no fears from her, just her thoughts about what SHE did to her

Now she returns to HER unsure what would happen to the both of them together

SHE does the same thing to her as I watch what she has to say to me now

All I can do is walk away from this mistake I fell into

Now I look back seeing the days of sorrow I’ve had since I met her

What has brought this strong attraction towards her?

Thinking countless nights yet not an idea develops in my mind

Nothing can bring me back the way I was before.... just like her

Both falling down lower into the worst calamity

I can’t resist from her, but I have to

For there is nothing waiting for me with her anymore

And so I walk away once more, to go back yet again without trying to resist