Despite the things that have happened I really couldn't care less,
Yeah I must admit it's been good at times but now it's just a mess.
I don't even know why I'm still here it's a mystery even to me,
All I see when look into your eyes is no more than we could ever be.
I really wish I could say it to your face but I can't say it to myself,
And I'm convinced that'll it'll just keep getting worse by itself.
I really want to just go back to my life as I wanted to before,
Before this gets to bad and this urge becomes way too hard to ignore.
I can't change these feelings that are slowly making my insides corrode,
And the emotions that are slowly building up and are about to explode.
It's a struggling issue that I'm sure I could overcome but I really don't care,
The strain on me with everything that's happening is almost too much to bear.
As much as I really don't want to face all of this I guess I'm gonna have too,
Because of the way I feel towards all that's happened between me and you...
I'm so scared and I need some help, please help me,
I wish things could go back to the way they used to be.
