My Cry

The rain floods all around me
I blink my eyes, trying to see.
All I can see is the faces of the ones who care
To stare into their eyes, I could never dare
They would see the pain behind my smile
The pain I've hidden so well for quite a while
They'd see my tears,
they'd know my fears
My cover would be blown
What I've hidden so well will now be shown
I don't want to cry,
but the tears won't leave, no matter how hard I try
I feel so small and helpless
I'm to weak to get myself out of this mess
I've never needed help before
Now I'm ready to open that door
Here's my first and only cry for help
So see it now, the pain I've felt
Please pull me out of it
My flood is starting to drown me, I need a new breathing kit.
I used to use the blood in me
I'm not proud of it, and I want something better to be.
I want to live without this pain,
I want to finally say, "I'm sane"
Please, guide me through
You're the only one that knows what to do.
Now you have my cry
Help me, Help me, before I die...