Why can't you leave me?
To live my life alone
That's what I want don't you?
Haunting my every thought
Creeping into my dreams
Left me with this empty feeling
I even remember your scent
The strumming of your guitar
The way your finger's
Glided across the strings
And the look in your eyes
When you played those songs
It's not something you forget
I miss it..
My heart stopping at every movement
When you would walk
The hallways as it did
Brushing against my sleeve
Having never even spoken a word
The distance between us was too great
As we grew closer
We inflicted pain
Upon others as well as ourselves
Was it worth it?
I have the answer
No
Now I know who you really are
It's too hard to imagine
You could do those things
I want to deny you
Never have known you
Not in a million years could that happen
I know the old you
Not the new you
So I don't have to hate him
I love him!
Whenever I remember a moment we had
I grow weaker for your touch
That longing look you'd give me
You were right there
But I never had you
If I just lay here
Will you come for me?
Or leave me till I can't take it
I know you wont come
But I'll lay here forever more
I don't want to think that you wont
You see
Once upon a time
I believed in you
But that's fading
As are the memories
I'm trying to hold on
People keep cutting them loose
Not caring about the effects
Can you stop them?
No
Cause you don't care
You remind me of Jekyll Hyde
You're two people
What hurts the most is
I only saw one of you
Never would you have shown me
The out of control you
At least if I had of
You would have touched me
Looked at me differently
Left your mark
Like I was yours only
What I would give to be yours
We could be out of control together
How long would it last?
Till one of us buckled?
Bathe in our blood together
In the twisted fantasy
That would be us
You were hiding away
Whenever we were alone
Why didn't you come out and play
What fun we could have made
Should have
Could have
But never will
So here I am sitting here
Thinking of the new you
With a little grin on my face
Knowing that one-day we will meet
Someday long from now
We'll get to play
Amongst the rose thorns
Leaving OUR mark
