My Prayer from my heart

I don't do this often,
why should you listen to my prayers?
I'm sorry for not believing,
you are the only one who cares,

I'm down on my knees now,
tears streaming down my face,
Hands tightly gripped together,
close my eyes and drift into space,

My question is this lord....
please could you make it go away?
The anger, fear and loneliness,
i'm feeling almost every day,

Stop my step-sister bullying me,
her kids also see and do it too,
I hope that you are watching,
hoping my pain will show through,

I'm desperate now to end this,
for I am feeling so alone,
I'm being abused in some way,
even though I have now grown,

Until I can afford to move out,
I want to be able to be strong,
I want to stop blaming myself,
for all that does go wrong,

My step-mum argues with me,
almost every single day,
Even if i do nothing wrong,
please, oh please make it go away.

Copyright 2007 - Amanda Linzi