I wish..

I sit quietly thinking about what I had done..more then ever now I wish I had a gun..
I wish I could go back in time to when you still loved me so then everything would be the way you use to see..
I wish I could say sorry and everything be OK like nothing ever happened that horrible day..
I wish I could kiss you just one last time I wish that I could still you your mine..
As I think about all the little things you use to say I wish it would all go back that way..
As I whisper I love you, you look me in the eyes now i really wish we would have never said are good byes..
I wish you would take me back but I know it\'ll never be the same because every time you look in my eyes you\'ll always see the shame..
As I start to cry and you walk away I finally realize this is really good bye..