Beautifully written! Is Tamsin you real name? Because if it is, it is really pretty. I understand what you are going though, my cousin(who is living with me) in going through the same thing. Here is her page link if you want to read some of her poems and stuff. http://www.poems-and-quotes.com/author.html?id=202100
She knows a lot and can really help, even just a little.
Don't underestimate you writing ability. Your poems are really good. You've got talent, and I am not just saying that. 5/5