Wish me away

I wipe the tears from my eyes
I've been crying again
I hold my knees against my chest
I'm falling apart again

Behind my attempted smile
... Theres a secret
That goes deeper, then the cuts I hide
Pull away your prying eyes
Ask a question I'll tell you lies

I hold my hands over my mouth
I've been screaming again
I drop the crimson blade
I'm hurting again

Underneath my laughter
... Theres a secret
That goes deeper, the more I decay
Pull away your prying eyes
Goodnight and wish me away