I'm stuck circling
lost in the rhythm of the path
wandering endlessly trying
to find that that hidden answer
knowing that i circle,
will never find that answer
makes not a bit of difference.
i know that he doesnt love me
doesnt dream of me at night
but i cannot help but pretend
wishing that he wants me too
knowing that he doesnt care
doesnt make me stop
I'm stuck with not a way out
living in my mind.
letting jealously eat my heart
waiting for it to die