Theres a screaming in my head
telling me what should be done with you.
telling me to be rid of you,
i don't need or even know you,
questioning if i even love you.
Is the pain i cause to you
worth this selfishness i crave?
Will i just sit with regret
when its all done and over?
These are the questions
that haunt my dreams at night
since you've been gone,
what am i to do
when I'm so clueless to what needs to be done.
How do you even really know
whats right and whats wrong?
Will this screaming ever stop....