IT HURTS TO BE WITHOUT YOU EVERY SECOND OF MY LIFE, I TRY AND TRY TO FORGET YOUR SHADOWED FACE, THE WORDS I SPOKE BEFORE YOUR DEATH, THEY HAUNT ME, CAN YOU FORGIVE MY UNNECESSARY ACTIONS, CAN YOU STILL LOVE ME, IT HURTS TO THINK, CAUSE THINKING REMINDS ME OF YOU, THE DATE OF YOUR DEATH TRAVELING AS A CONSTANT REMINDER OF WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN PREVENTED, YOUR EYES ARE A FOLLOWING BATTLE WITH MINE, I SEE THEM AS YOU DEPARTED, THE PRESSURE ON MY HAND OF WHAT ONCE WAS YOUR LIFELESS BODY, ACHES IT AS IF IT WERE STILL THERE, MY HEART TREMBLES WITH FEAR, THE FEAR I SAW IN YOUR EYES BEFORE THE NEEDLE REACHED YOUR SKIN, FOR NOT KNOWING IF WE SHALL MEET AGAIN, WILL BE A LIFETIME OF PAIN I SHALL ENDURE TILL MY END, TRUTH NOT TO BE TOLD UNTIL I AM ON MY DEATH BED, SENDING YOU WISHES AND LOVE IS ALL I CAN DO FOR NOW... I LOVE YOU LASIE BABY. A TRUE FRIEND TILL THE END, AND A FIRST LOVE TO ME..... AND ALL WHO CAME AROUND HIM LOVED HIM VERY MUCH. I DO MISS YOU BABY MAMMA'S COMING SOON.
