My Suicide

I want to die, for this is no lie,
I get in his car and begin to cry asking myself, Why, why did she die?
There's a song on the radio that is driving me crazy it makes my mind put up a fight
I start to grip my seatbelt tight
Is this guy really singing "I don't want to die tonight?"
This world is so blind so much it can't see
If I told you I wasn't crazy would you believe me?
My baby is gone which has left me here all alone Nicole, you died
God promised you'd be here with me but I guess he lied.
So here I sit beside the driver's seat
With a gun in my pocket and a letter that I made sure was written very nice and neat.
Good-bye world, I shout out loud Good-bye heartache,
Here I come; Nicole for tonight it's my life that I will take.
One finger on the trigger