I carry on each day like all the others i have before it, smiling, laughing, and socializing; but in the depths of me, deep inside me there is a yearn, a need. this yearn burns so hot and so bright, hotter and brighter than ever before.
deep inside me i am at war with myself, battling back and forth about the best course of action, battling back and forth about how i should feel.
this yearn, the fuel to the fire, should not exist. the need came so fast, one week it was not there, and the next week it was the only feeling i had. what is happening to me?
this need, this yearn that burns like nothing else inside me ever has. this is a need....a yearn for u. i miss holding u so much, i can only hope that someday i will once again be able to call u mine
