Deserve

I hoped
I wished
I dreamed
Tomorrow will be enough

To See
To hear
To touch
The most valuable person in my life

I prayed
I survived
I received
Too many blessings except you

I searched
I looked
I seek
But you were not there

I cried
I forgot
I Suffered
Now that you're gone

I wanted
I pleaded
I kneeled
Just to be with you

Now I Realized
I analyzed
And I knew
You don't deserve me at all