Always There

Do you still see through me?
Am I still not there?
I know to you I still am not
Because you never really cared,

I tried so hard to make you see,
That I wanted friendship, nothing more,
But youre to blind now to tell,
That I still hold the pain from before,

I know you hate me,
Dont try and tell me a lie,
You and I both know the truth,
And that is why I still cry

Just leave me alone,
Maybe I can heal in my dreams,
Just leave me to my memories,
All so real they can almost again be seen

Please quit this hell,
Please go and hurt someone else somewhere,
I cant take it any more
It never goes away, the pain will always be there