I'm almost half-alive.
Do you care?
Or could you care less?
Well, whatever you're answer, I'm prepared.
I've cried over you way to long
Tonight will be my last tear
I want to smile and mean it again
The smile I want to show, It hasn't been there for a year.
But once again, do you care?
No, you don't;
You've got her;
You're fine; I'll just stay and be alone.
I guess this won't be the last tear I cry
I guess I just won't get over you magically like I wanted too
If I keep thinking like this, I won't be half-alive anymore
I need to stop dreaming and start to realize the truth.
The truth is, I'm sorry for whatever I've done to push you away
I miss you; I miss you badly
I have high doubts that you miss me though
I need to get it through my head; though I'll do it sadly.
I'll try to not look your way
I'll try to forget you
But it'll be hard since I see you everday
I already know it'll be something I just can't do...
I'm not half-alive no more
Soon, I'll be dead inside
Right now, I'm not even a quarter alive
Well, at least I tried to be alive; I tried..
Are you happy now?
Are you happy I feel this way?
I hope you are..
I know I ain't, but for now, I'll live my life being dead on the inside, day by day...
