I gave up

I hate you
Get over it
I use to care
But now I don’t give even a little bit

I cried, and you let me
All you could do was hurt me more
Every night I would cry again,
And you still let me fall to the floor

I dropped to your knees
I pleaded for you to forgive
But clearly that was only a dream
A dream I know I wont live

I gave up
And I know as well as you it still burns
You can see it in my eyes
My feelings for you still churn

Yes, it is true Im still in love,
Even though I have nothing to gain,
But Im trying to let go
And stop the insane