Missing in my past

A lot of people say
That if you try you will win
But that is untrue
And it should be a sin

Because I tried saying sorry
And I tried to be friends
But you just ignored
And this still hasnt ended

I cried and I prayed
For you to speak
But that is just a dream
With a painful leak

I told you the truth
And I sank to your feet
To tell you I love you
And that I hope you never leave

Yet you ignored and kept silence
Though you listened but did not hear
These words I want you to know
These words I hold so dear

You broke my heart
When I needed you most
You said that it was ok
But I still feel like a ghost

I cannot believe how peaceful you are
Your attitude so quiet and mild
I cry for you to listen to me
But to you I am nothing but a child

I know I messed up
And theres no turning back
But the part of you Im missing
Is stuck in my past