Rough

Our silent conversations,
My woeful pain,
Everyoneâ??s noisy laughter,
Its all insane,

I want to say I hate you,
But that would be a lie,
I cannot help but love you,
You can tell it in my cries,

I wish this was so easy,
But still that isnt right,
This problem is so dark,
I cannot turn on the light,

If you could hear me now,
Im sure you would think but would not say,
About how much pain you put me through,
Each and everyday,

I wish you could see me cry,
But my tears just arent enough,
For you wouldnt care anyway,
Because you make this ever so rough!