Im sick of all the scars

I have to know,
Are you the one,
I cant take my mind off you,
Oh what have I done,

Am I afraid,
Of being heart broken once again,
Am I scared,
Oh stop the insane,

The pain still hurts,
Like it has everyday,
But I still think,
What if more burns are at bay,

What to do,
I want to cry,
Im tired of being alone,
I want to die,

Can anyone hear me,
Or are my screams silent,
The darkness creeping back,
I dont want my heart bent,

I cant let go,
Its just too hard,
Im sick of being scared,
and im sick of all the scars.