Why can't you listen

I cant find the truth,
And I cant find you,
I cant find the key,
I dont know what I should do,

I need to open the door,
And I got to let you know,
But I cannot find the strength,
Or the heart thought,

Your silence is so hurtful,
And my pain just tears it up,
But when Im beside you,
I cannot push the â??sup?â??

Do you hate me or do you not,
Because my friend it is hard to see,
I need to know so badly,
Why cant you listen to me?