A perfect lie

You know when you trust someone
Then they prove you wrong
And your life is just one long sad song
And everything seems so long
All you wish is for things to stop
Or at least get high off some pot.
You just want all the bad things to go
So things can just flow
Everything is so horrible
But you act as if everything is normal
You think your strong enough to last 3 more
But you've been proved wrong once before You need to get away
You need to get laid by strength and self-worth because yours has gone astray
And you don't feel free
And you wonder to yourself
"Is this what my life was meant to be?"
And you don't know what to do
It seems as i everyone has abandoned you
And what was meant to be so real
Turned out to be so fake
And you cry a river of tears that eventually turns into a lake.
And you don't know what to do
And it seems all your worst fears are coming true
And you wonder
"What the hell am i going through?"
The you realize
That everything was a perfect lie.