A broken heart that will never heal

I'm not going to ask you to live for me

i'm not going to ask you to die for me

i'm not going to ask you to sing for me, or call me every night

i'm not going to ask you to kiss me, or hug me, or hold my hand

i'm not going to ask you to help me understand

i'm not going to ask to be your world

but why cant you look at me?

why is it that when i smile at you,
you always look astray?

why is it when i meet your gaze,
you quickly look away?

i wish you could understand, the things i am trying to say, and why your making me feel this way

i wish you could understand my heart

because every time you look away, your tearing me apart

and why cant you see that i am trying so hard to be your everything?

am i in love? or is this just a fling?

i wish i could get away from this beautful spell, that you have put me in

but when i look into you beautiful blue eyes, its like the spell is re-cast... and once again, you win!

you win my heart, but you dont even know it

you win my soul, and you dont even show it!

i wish i could tell you the way i feel
i wish i could make this fantasy real

but i am waiting for nothing!

i am again waiting on a fantasy, that will never be real!

i wish i could tell you exactly the way i feel...
but i havent had time... to let my broken heart heal...