How many of you have lost a loved one?
Have watched as they got worse and worse
I'm in the process of this
And there's nothing I can do to stop it
He didn't used to be this way
He'd use once in a while, nothing major
Over time his interest sparked
He did harder drugs
He did harder alcohol
He overdosed, he almost died
...it all went downhill after that
He's using everyday
Drugs have taken ahold of him
His body's weakening, his mind's weakening
I watch it as it all happens, and he won't listen to my protests
He understands what it's doing
I think he wants to die, in a way
He's sick of the world and everything in it
He's using to numb his pain, but it increases mine
I don't want to lose him
But it seems like I have already....
